realizing that i need to be stronger than i thought i was. you can do it kid.
The idea that someone out there is made just for you. The idea that someone out there is so in sync with you, it will scare you. The idea that someone out there will make you feel complete. The idea that someone out there is the best person for you to be with. The idea that someone in this world is the perfect one for you.
Can’t focus on anything. It is like something has taken over me right now. All I truly want to do right now is drive, drive away. I’m not sure where, just somewhere. Sunday night heart is really kickin in right now. It’s as if my soul has been pulled out and someone tweeked it. I don’t know if it is because of how tired I am, or maybe how stressed I am. It’s not even that bad. I guess I am missing how happy I was once upon a time. I do a great deal of hiding things, and recently I have been pretty good with not keeping it all in. Right now though, thinking about what I really miss in life is something that is killing me. I know I don’t need it to be happy. It just helps I guess.
takes my breath away.