February 2012
17 posts
why is it that
you can tell everyone what you want to say to me and then you can’t say it to my face. i’ve known you for so long, that you not being able to tell me what is going on, is killing me. i dont want to lose you in my life, you are someone that i want to be as happy as possible. you deserve the best. i miss you kid. i miss our friendship. please talk to me.
February
This is way harder than I thought it was gonna be. Remembering everything that has happened every February is killing me. My psycho ex boyfriend that put me through too much to explain, my second mother passing away when it definitely wasn’t her time, valentines day heartbreaks, high school madness…i really need some strength these next few weeks. I miss my best friend like crazy and I...
realizing that i need to be stronger than i thought i was. you can do it kid.
January 2012
27 posts
I like the idea of soulmates.
The idea that someone out there is made just for you. The idea that someone out there is so in sync with you, it will scare you. The idea that someone out there will make you feel complete. The idea that someone out there is the best person for you to be with. The idea that someone in this world is the perfect one for you.
I can't focus
Can’t focus on anything. It is like something has taken over me right now. All I truly want to do right now is drive, drive away. I’m not sure where, just somewhere. Sunday night heart is really kickin in right now. It’s as if my soul has been pulled out and someone tweeked it. I don’t know if it is because of how tired I am, or maybe how stressed I am. It’s not even...
These days are the ones I cherish. Having friends I know I can count on is something I have always loved. There are times I go through my life and see who I know would drop anything for me, and I can only think of three people. You three have helped me through the best and the worst and I can’t help but just thank you. Thank you for proving to me that there are true friends out there. I love...
December 2011
34 posts
