I can’t focus
Can’t focus on anything. It is like something has taken over me right now. All I truly want to do right now is drive, drive away. I’m not sure where, just somewhere. Sunday night heart is really kickin in right now. It’s as if my soul has been pulled out and someone tweeked it. I don’t know if it is because of how tired I am, or maybe how stressed I am. It’s not even that bad. I guess I am missing how happy I was once upon a time. I do a great deal of hiding things, and recently I have been pretty good with not keeping it all in. Right now though, thinking about what I really miss in life is something that is killing me. I know I don’t need it to be happy. It just helps I guess.